I’m still sick. I’ve been sick all week, yet I’ve pushed myself to work every day. I think tomorrow I’ll take off. I just can’t shake this mess. I’m not too sure of what I have. I know I can’t breathe and I’m constantly coughing. I know my head is killing me beyond belief.

How long do you push yourself to work before you finally say enough is enough?

I am not one to call in sick. It really irks me. I’ll spend an hour talking myself into it before I actually do it and the entire time I’m calling/talking to my boss, my heart hurts. I feel bad for calling in. Even when I know I am legit sick. I wonder if other people feel like that.

I just finished watching Precious. The only thing I could say at the end of it was “WOW”
Have you seen it? What did you think?
During the movie, I had to stop myself from turning it off several times. I clinched my fists a lot. When I watch movies, I tend to forget it’s only a movie. But theeeeeeen, I realize, wait, this actually happens to people in real life.

My mind is a mess today.

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Well, how was everyone’s weekend? Mine was interesting. Interesting is the only word that could describe it, haha.

Some friends and I went to Biloxi for a friend’s birthday. We stayed at the Grand Biloxi Casino. The hotel/casino itself was decent. Service wasn’t great though. We were all practically begging for drinks all night. I got carded 7 times. My goal was 10 though! I lost $100. I was up for a really long time, but I decided that the Wheel of Fortune machine was where I was destined to be. Noooooooot. Took all of my monies!

Around 10, when Marcella and I were out of money, we decided to go back to our room, order room service and watch Harry Potter, lol. But the birthday girl called us and demanded us downstairs to drink more! My poor tummy still hurts.

All in all, it was a good trip. It was nice to get away from the house and my usual life for a night.

Gotta get ready to leave for work. It’s Monday, it’s raining and I don’t feel good. BOOOO.

How was everyone’s V-Day? We don’t really celebrate, that is what happens when your boyfriend doesn’t have a job He has years of making up to me once he starts making money! Haha, jk, but not really.

No, we had a good day. He bought me flowers and my favorite chocolates and we had a nice home cooked meal. I do prefer that over going to a fancy restaurant!

The internet has been so boring lately, probably why I’ve been playing WoW anytime I’m actually on the computer. I don’t get to play too much during the week because of work, but I will admit, that is all I did last weekend I kind of cleaned the house. Lol. I’m bad.

Last night before I went to bed, I put on my white strips. I had an insane dream that all of my teeth were falling out while laying in bed. In the dream I was waking up Jeremy and screaming my head off. Haha, I hope that was only in the dream and I didn’t seriously do it. Of course though, all of my teeth are still in my mouth, thank goodness!
I also had a dream that I was ordering chinese food and they wouldn’t take my debit card, so I took out cash and they were still complaining about the debit card, I got so upset, I just left anything there and as I was walking out of the mall, there were a million cops telling me to sit down because there was a shooter or something. Also, I was trying to get my old job back and the lady was being really mean to me over the phone. Haha

My dreams are so ridic!

K, I gotta go get ready for work. Have a good one!

How do you know when it’s time to let go of something you’ve worked so hard on? Better yet, how to you start over?

I wish I wasn’t sitting here thinking this. It’s horrible that I’ve been with someone for 3 years and our relationship is so dull, tedious. Even a burden at times. Love should be simple, seriously.

I wish he would just understand. Understand that I am only one person. I can only do SO MUCH. I wake up, go to work, come home, cook dinner, clean the house, go to sleep, over and over and over, every.single.day. I do this for him, I do this for us.

I am not happy, but I keep going. My patience is running so thin and I feel like I’m about to break.

His life is so easy. He sleeps in till whenever he wants. Almost never goes to class. Spends 98% of his time on the computer and still finds shit to fight with me about.

I need to get myself together and decide what I want. Not just in my relationship, MY LIFE.

I read mine everyday, it’s one of the gadgets on my iGoogle. Usually they are right on, but today it just REALLY is.

There’s a lot weighing on your mind now, yet lightning-like Uranus strikes impulsive Mars today, indicating that you may leap before you look. It’s not that you don’t know better; you’ve been here before. But you now have the chance to change an old pattern by doing the responsible thing instead of following the course of least resistance.

Not much has been going on. Just working, which was really stressful this week. Though, I think my worst child is leaving, so we’ll see on Monday. It is a shame that one child can ruin a class.

Oh on Tuesday? A lady came in to observe. The director always picks my room because (cough cough) I’m the best teacher and my room is extremely clean, haha. The lady was soo weird and of course my children were being bad!

After work I drank an entire bottle of wine that’s how bad it was.

Today we had a workshop. Mr.Al! I like Mr.Al. Google him if you have kids, he is awesome.

We went to Chilis for lunch, I got in an argument with one of the ladies from work. I’m just so over everyone there and their drama. Everyone is like in their 30s, 40s and there is drama you see in high school.

That’s what I get for working in daycare I guess.

Well I need to put the older girls to sleep. I will probably blog tomorrow.

My amazing new computer and of course, my Lost wallpaper! Just a few more weeks until the last season

Also, we got our graphics card and I played The Sims 3 for a bit to test it out, AWESOME. /geek.

I’m feeling a lot better, but now the back of my mouth is extremely sore and I’m thinking my wisdom teeth are coming in. It hurts to even open my mouth Who knows.The pain seems to be going down a little bit though.

Well, I just thought I would update real quick. I’ve had a rough week and I’m ready for it to be over! Payday tomorrow at least!