I needed a little break from the internet. All of us do sometimes.

We had a minor mishap with the car last week. Tire blew out WHILE I was driving. Scariest 10 seconds of my life. We spent all day trying to change the tire only to find out the spare has a huge screw in the side of it. (Seriously think the last person who fixed our tire did it) Luckily, I have an amazing friend who loaned me her mothers car (she was out of town) so we got a new tire and all was well.

Finally received word that I did in fact get my CDA. I got a two dollar raise! and I’m waiting for my $300 bonus check from my scholarship company. Tomorrow will be two years that I’ve been at my current workplace. I love it!

7 years ago today my mother passed away. I’ve yet to cry and I’m doing my best to stay positive.

I have to go back to work, I’m on my lunch break. I’ll update some more later tonight.

I came home on my lunch break and my clothes were soaked in sweat. No freakin joke. My poor babies were sweating during nap time, even without their blankets on top of them. I felt so bad

I’m praying that tomorrow they’re magically working or my boss figures out wtf is going on.

On top of this, my body has been all out of whack lately. I have no energy or desire to do anything anymore. I said fuck it to packing cause Jeremy is staying here in this apartment. The only thing I’ll really need are my clothes at my new place. I’m going to have to buy a new bed. Everything else I’ll be able to take there little at a time. So, no worries on that end anymore. He should be home next week or the week after. I’m scared to see how things end up. I’m not hoping for good or bad. I’m just going to let things happen how they’re suppose to happen. What that is, I do not know.

I just cut off.. a lot of hair. I was laying in the bath tub thinking about pulling a Britney Spears, but decided to just cut a nice chunk off.  I instantly felt 10 pounds lighter. My hair is extremely long and curly, I guarantee nobody at work notices tomorrow. It’s a nice change for me though.

I wish it would just rain already and stop teasing me. I’d love nothing more than fall asleep to it tonight.

boo.

Also! I’ve been wanting to watch all of the Harry Potter movies, I’ve seen a few pieces of a few of them, but never really sat down and watched, well my bff let me borrow her movies last weekend and I’ve watched the first three and I loooove it.

I’m downloading Goblet of Fire right now cause she couldn’t find her DVD for it, so once its done, I’ll watch it and finish the rest. I’m super stoked for the new ones coming out.

I’m in the middle of moving and it’s the worst thing, A because I have no idea what to do with Jeremy’s stuff and B because I don’t want to do it.

I guess he is going to try and stay here, in this apartment… Though our lease is up in a month. Why he decided to do that this late is beyond me… He’s insane. I’ve given up trying to help him. I’m taking my shit and leaving. That’s all I can do anymore. I don’t know where this leaves us and I think at this point, I’m okay with that.

I miss my brothers
It’s sad when your own family members change so much you can’t even have a relationship with them.

lol, this is cute.

I’m babysitting again. I did last night too. Luckily she wasn’t out long last night and she said she doesn’t plan on being out too long tonight either.

I found a place to live. I haven’t really blogged much about everything going on. I met my roomie last week and she seems pretty cool. The place I’m moving is sooooo nice. I’m really excited.

Anyway. When I get home I I’ll finish this and post my 30 day things.

My tumblr! I’m going to start adding a bunch of stuff to it, so add me

Pepper Burger

1 pound of ground beef or turkey (1 pound makes 3 burgers)
Half of a medium sized green bell pepper
Half of a medium sized red bell pepper
Salt
Pepper
Cajun seasoning
Worcestershire sauce

Chop up the peppers. I use about half of a medium sized pepper. It is a lot once it is all chopped up. I use a “Fresh Chop” because I like my peppers really really tiny.
Mix the peppers, ground beef, salt, pepper, cajun seasoning and 2 teaspoons of Worcestershire sauce in a bowl.

Make them into patties. I make them really flat, that way they don’t take too long to cook.
I use a George Foreman grill. Though, I do flip them, because one of the sides always tends to cook faster and burn A few minutes on each side. Make sure they’re cooked all the way, unless you like yours kind of pink, ew.