I just got back from my weekend in Jersey. It was very much last minute, we bought our tickets on Thursday and left on Friday. I came back today and Jeremy is going to stay for the summer to work. I flew by myself for the first time everrrrrr and I expected it to go much worse, but I think I did okay. Everything was pretty smooth until the last 10 minutes of my last flight. Some older women were actually screaming it got so bad. The poor little lady next to me seemed like she was going to have a heart attack. Luckily we landed safely. But after that, it will definitely be a while before I fly again.

So a little recap of what we did this weekend. Uhhh, Friday we got there, hung out at the house a bit, ATE THE MOST DELICIOUS FRIED RICE and hung out at David’s. Oh and I had my first 7eleven experience. Now I want a slushee!! Saturday we slept in a little late, went grocery shopping with Mom, ATE MOREEE DELICIOUS FRIED RICE. Then went to China Town with a bunch of J’s friends. I got myself a new Coach purse, wallet, Chanel earrings and some awesome new pink sunglasses. Then we went back to David’s and watched the Mayweather fight. Sunday we slept in… really late, woke up and ATE EVEN MOREEE DELICIOUS FRIED RICE, went grocery shopping again then hung out at the house and watched Ice Age. I wanted to go to sleep, seeing as I had to be up at 3am, but I laid in bed tossing and turning until 1am! When J’s mom started banging on the door to wake up, I was for sure I was dreaming, lol.

I had a pretty good time. Kind of sad it was so short, but oh well, must get back to real life. I miss my kids sooo much and I’m looking forward to going back tomorrow.

I’m so incredibly tired, I took a really short nap once I got home because I don’t want to be up all night. I am kind of waiting for Real Housewives of New Jersey to come on, but that’s at 9, I might not make it that long, haha.

Hope everyone has a good week <333

You may feel as if you lost an opportunity now that the Moon has sunk into your soulful 4th House. What seemed like a sure thing might no longer be seen in such an optimistic light. But your current lack of clarity has an important purpose because you may have been in too much of a hurry for your own good. Be content with your current situation instead of trying to change anyone’s mind. Wait until your confidence returns before pushing forward again.

Do you like the new look? I was so tired of the old one, I actually sat down and worked on something.

I had a really good day yesterday. Kids were pretty good, hyper, but good. Good kids always make the day easier. I’m trying this whole ‘positive attitude’ thing. I want to have a happy, healthy life. I may be 22 years late, but you have to start somewhere.

I hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Well, how was everyone’s weekend? Mine was interesting. Interesting is the only word that could describe it, haha.

Some friends and I went to Biloxi for a friend’s birthday. We stayed at the Grand Biloxi Casino. The hotel/casino itself was decent. Service wasn’t great though. We were all practically begging for drinks all night. I got carded 7 times. My goal was 10 though! I lost $100. I was up for a really long time, but I decided that the Wheel of Fortune machine was where I was destined to be. Noooooooot. Took all of my monies!

Around 10, when Marcella and I were out of money, we decided to go back to our room, order room service and watch Harry Potter, lol. But the birthday girl called us and demanded us downstairs to drink more! My poor tummy still hurts.

All in all, it was a good trip. It was nice to get away from the house and my usual life for a night.

Gotta get ready to leave for work. It’s Monday, it’s raining and I don’t feel good. BOOOO.

How was everyone’s V-Day? We don’t really celebrate, that is what happens when your boyfriend doesn’t have a job He has years of making up to me once he starts making money! Haha, jk, but not really.

No, we had a good day. He bought me flowers and my favorite chocolates and we had a nice home cooked meal. I do prefer that over going to a fancy restaurant!

The internet has been so boring lately, probably why I’ve been playing WoW anytime I’m actually on the computer. I don’t get to play too much during the week because of work, but I will admit, that is all I did last weekend I kind of cleaned the house. Lol. I’m bad.

Last night before I went to bed, I put on my white strips. I had an insane dream that all of my teeth were falling out while laying in bed. In the dream I was waking up Jeremy and screaming my head off. Haha, I hope that was only in the dream and I didn’t seriously do it. Of course though, all of my teeth are still in my mouth, thank goodness!
I also had a dream that I was ordering chinese food and they wouldn’t take my debit card, so I took out cash and they were still complaining about the debit card, I got so upset, I just left anything there and as I was walking out of the mall, there were a million cops telling me to sit down because there was a shooter or something. Also, I was trying to get my old job back and the lady was being really mean to me over the phone. Haha

My dreams are so ridic!

K, I gotta go get ready for work. Have a good one!

How do you know when it’s time to let go of something you’ve worked so hard on? Better yet, how to you start over?

I wish I wasn’t sitting here thinking this. It’s horrible that I’ve been with someone for 3 years and our relationship is so dull, tedious. Even a burden at times. Love should be simple, seriously.

I wish he would just understand. Understand that I am only one person. I can only do SO MUCH. I wake up, go to work, come home, cook dinner, clean the house, go to sleep, over and over and over, every.single.day. I do this for him, I do this for us.

I am not happy, but I keep going. My patience is running so thin and I feel like I’m about to break.

His life is so easy. He sleeps in till whenever he wants. Almost never goes to class. Spends 98% of his time on the computer and still finds shit to fight with me about.

I need to get myself together and decide what I want. Not just in my relationship, MY LIFE.

My amazing new computer and of course, my Lost wallpaper! Just a few more weeks until the last season

Also, we got our graphics card and I played The Sims 3 for a bit to test it out, AWESOME. /geek.

I’m feeling a lot better, but now the back of my mouth is extremely sore and I’m thinking my wisdom teeth are coming in. It hurts to even open my mouth Who knows.The pain seems to be going down a little bit though.

Well, I just thought I would update real quick. I’ve had a rough week and I’m ready for it to be over! Payday tomorrow at least!

I haven’t felt 100% in a few weeks and this past week it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I’ve been drinking theraflu like no other, but it doesn’t seem to be working!

I have to be at work in an hour and a half. I’ve been up for about 2 hours now. I fell asleep a little before 9pm last night. Haha. Didn’t even want to stay awake and play on our NEW COMPUTER!

Yes, yes, we finally got one. With the help of J’s family, of course. We can’t do much without them, lol. I’m really excited because the computer itself was $400 and the specs are awesome, minus the video card, but we’re getting a new one next week. Spent $140 on the monitor. Everything is so nice and it runs sooooo fast. I played Pet Society last night and visiting all of my friends, which on my laptop would of taken 30 minutes, only took me about 5! So, yes, I’m sooooooo excited.
It has Windows 7, which I’m thankful for. It has a ton of cool features. It’s going to take me a few days to get used to. I love having a regular keyboard. I definitely missed it.

If one of my coworkers didn’t have off today, I would of called in I need a day of rest. It’s impossible to get better working at a daycare, haha. I wash my hands 100 times a day, sanitize everything several times a day, but it doesn’t help. Getting sick is inevitable. Luckily though, I haven’t been this sick in a long time and I’m sure I’ll feel better by Monday.

Tomorrow I have a little class for work. It’s all about Dr. Seuss, so at least it wont be boring!

Well, I’m off to get ready for work and play around on the computer some more! <3

Work yesterday was amazing. I had 7 kids and was down to 2 by 2pm. So I actually got out on time. I was worried someone was going to forget we closed early (it happened last year) haha.

When I got off of work, we went grocery shopping for dinner and totally forgot to buy stuff for today lol. We are going to my sister’s in Mobile, but I didn’t think about what we were going to do while we were at home. Haha. It’s 7:35am and we have nothing to eat for breakfast! Walgreens opens at 9, so I’ll probably go get some frozen crap.

We opened our presents last night. He got me 2 Icing limited edition nail polish sets, Vera Wang Princess perfume, which is now my favorite scent, an American Eagle sweater and a ton of bath & body works stuff.

Well, we were suppose to go to my sisters today, but Jeremy said since I didn’t go to mass with him last night, he “doesn’t feel like going” now. See how immature he is? Anybody want to trade?

I think I’ll go to Walgreens now.

I really need to start writing out my Christmas cards. People keep saying they’ve sent theirs already, haha. Oops.

Did you watch the Biggest Loser last night? If not, I’m going to spoil it for you!

Danny won

I was really hoping Rudy would take it. I loved Rudy! Jeremy and I bet and I lost $5. haha. I stole it back though.

He does look good, but tooo good. 191 is his final wait. I think he lost a little too much, but for $250,000, I’d lost an arm and a leg, haha.

Uh, I’m going to go. I think I’ll get Starbucks before work, haha. With Jeremy’s 5 dollas! HOLLA.

Sorry, I just love this song SO much.

I am currently locked up in my room, haha. Jeremy has a 20 page paper due at midnight and he has… 10? pages done. So, I figured I wouldn’t bother him with my “annoying” shows tonight.

OH! I’m officially sick, or something. In the middle of the day, my throat started hurting SO bad. WTF. I didn’t have anything to take until I got home, so I’m hoping this will help me and it will go away before my Christmas party on Saturday. Last year I had an 102 fever and I still went to the party because my boss said if someone didn’t show up and he already paid for our plate, he was going to be upset, lol. And of course I didn’t want that to happen

I actually bought a dress for the party the day before Thanksgiving, but I returned it this afternoon and got a different one. I didn’t like the fabric and it was purple, so I thought I would stand out too much. I got a grayish colored one and I like it much better. Only cost $12. Gotta love Ross!

Well, I’m going to go talk to my Scootsie, oh wait, now Lincoln and hopefully fall asleep really soon!

PS, I’ve started doing paid posts on this domain, sorry! I’ll try to post real blogs right after them