| 08/29 |
Yep… |
I suck, its been a week, but I don’t know. I’ve been in a shitty mood and just haven’t felt like it. I’m allowed, yes?
I guess I’ll make one of those random, don’t really matter, stupid shit posts 
Ok, I’ve had wordpress open for like 2 hours now. Fucking adhd. Anyways. Um, yea, so this job sucks. BUT right now I have absolutely no choice. I am the only income coming in right now because UWF has decided to fuck Jeremy over. Denying him financial aid because of the most ridiculous reasons. Oh wait, actually, its just loans through the school. But they need his brother (who is his guardian) to legally adopt him. Jeremy is 21, he does not need his brother to adopt him and I just want them to explain to me why they’ve given him loans the past 2 years. This kid has a fucking 3.8 gpa and on the deans list. You don’t want to help him to continue his education….because? Seriously, these people are morons. Jeremy usually pays rent with these loans, so he doesn’t have to work and focus on school. His brother is out of the country right now, so its hard for him to help out. Right now we don’t have money to pay for rent. I finally got money from my old job, but its not enough to cover and I have a credit card bill and a school loan that I’m paying on. I get paid next week, so rent will be late, but oh well. Plus costs for food and gas. I’m way over my head right now.
I am trying so hard not to stress out. I’ve been slightly depressed this week, but I’m keeping my head up. As far as I’m concerned, I’ve gone through a lot worse and I really have to stop letting this shit bring me down.
ok, 4 hours later. i might finish this.
or not. im gonna go pass out now.
goodnight.
3 Responses to "Yep…"
Financial Aid is such bullshit. I can’t go to school because I’m not either a single mother, married, or before before 1985. When I found out I couldn’t apply through my own tax return, I literally started bawling in the Financial Aid office and they didn’t give two shits. I live on my own, but they said I’d have to use my mother’s tax return, which is such bullshit because she makes too much and I don’t even live with her!
So, I have to take out my own loan and figure out how to maintain that and full-time work 
I hope everything works out for him, because I know that stress when money is super tight, especially when the income is all on you.
Good luck!
awwwwww hope the job gets better hun LMAO @ having wordpress open for 2 hours thought i was the only one that did shit like that hehe man i got my books a week late cuz i didnt have the money for them sucks ass cuz i been spending all weekend playing catchup on this shit
Posted by Melinda on August 30, 2008 @ 1:01 AM UTC
I’m so sorry to hear that your job isn’t going well. It’s kinda sad what passes for parenting nowadays. I used to be a teacher, we had the same problems… just unbelievably poorly behaved kids. Crazy!