| 02/15 |
Well then… |
Thanks for all of the comments guys, but my brother lasted here… a day. My sister found him a job where she lives, so he moved. I’m kind of irritated about it because I really thought we would go back to what it use to be like before I moved away to college, but eh, guess it is not gonna happen. Whatever is best for him though.
I’ve been really depressed lately. Mostly because of the debt that I am in. I’m not sure what I’m going to do. I can not afford it all. I swear, if I could go back to the day I went to the hospital I would and then NEVER go. I do not know what I was thinking. Well, I wasn’t thinking. I was in pain and needed help. Ugh. I swear. I’m so pissed off about it. I wish more than anything that I had family that could just help me. Jeremy is trying his hardest, but he can’t do everything. To add onto it, I just found out that I have to start paying off my student loan, which isn’t as much as my medical debt, but its just another thing to add onto. So, starting at the end of the month, I’m going to start paying the loan off, so it doesn’t add to my bad credit. I’ve been keeping up with my credit card payment and even not using the card, so hopefully I can pay that off soon. Its not even a lot, but just knowing that I owe it money makes me scared, lol. I just need a miracle. Seriously. I can’t wait till May when I’m making good money. I will be paying off a lot of it. I owe $900 on my stupid car that I don’t even have anymore and the bank isn’t going to let me make payments so thats gonna be another thing added on to my problems. Why can’t people just try to help you? Instead of being complete jerks about it? Ugh!
Wow, well sorry about that, I needed to vent. I feel like crying when I think about it, but I’m trying to stay strong. I know people have it off a lot worse, but I just hate this feeling. It sucks so much.
I’m off today. I was suppose to work tomorrow morning, but I worked a double yesterday and found someone to come in for me on Saturday. Saturday night I’m going to one of my coworkers house for a little get together. That should be fun. Oh for Valentine’s day, Jeremy got my tulips, but some of them are bending because of being in the box, so I’m kind of upset about that, lol, but oh well, they are beautiful.
Oh and I’ve been doing so much better on Guitar Hero! lol. At first I just could not get the hang of it, but now I actually get it lol. Ohh and Jeremy bought DDR, so my fat ass has been trying to jump around on that pad. I doubt I will be able to do that anytime soon! I’ll stick to Guitar Hero.
Ok, well I really need to straighten up this house. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
6 Responses to "Well then…"
Aw. 
I really hope someone helps you out with that debt. I can see that it’s tooooo hard to handle.
Guitar Hero! I love that game so much. 
Too bad I don’t have the real guitar to make the game more fun, but… oh well!
Sorry to hear about your money troubles, I hope you can sort them out soon.
Aw the note with the flowers is so sweet!
Money is so stressful. I’m sorry you’re in debt. I am as well and know how awful it is.
Money=stress. It’s awful, I hope everything works out for you!
Oeff goodluck with paying of your debt. I’m keeping my eyes on everything at the moment too 
buffering upppp *growl* I’m sure you will be able to pull it off OMG those tullips are truly beautiful and that note so sweet 
Take care ~ xoxo
Posted by Gill on February 15, 2008 @ 11:06 PM UTC
Ugh, debt. I’ve got myself so deep in it. The only smart thing I did was not getting a student loan. I feel your pain, so here’s hoping we both get out of it!