I miss the crazy intense feeling you get when you first meet someone/start a relationship. The butterflies. Gosh, I miss the butterflies the most.
How do you know when it’s time to let go of something you’ve worked so hard on? Better yet, how to you start over?
I wish I wasn’t sitting here thinking this. It’s horrible that I’ve been with someone for 3 years and our relationship is so dull, tedious. Even a burden at times. Love should be simple, seriously.
I wish he would just understand. Understand that I am only one person. I can only do SO MUCH. I wake up, go to work, come home, cook dinner, clean the house, go to sleep, over and over and over, every.single.day. I do this for him, I do this for us.
I am not happy, but I keep going. My patience is running so thin and I feel like I’m about to break.
His life is so easy. He sleeps in till whenever he wants. Almost never goes to class. Spends 98% of his time on the computer and still finds shit to fight with me about.
I need to get myself together and decide what I want. Not just in my relationship, MY LIFE.
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This has been taking up my entire online time.
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Do you read your horoscope everyday? If so, why/why not? Are they usually dead on or completely wrong?
I read mine everyday, it’s one of the gadgets on my iGoogle. Usually they are right on, but today it just REALLY is.
There’s a lot weighing on your mind now, yet lightning-like Uranus strikes impulsive Mars today, indicating that you may leap before you look. It’s not that you don’t know better; you’ve been here before. But you now have the chance to change an old pattern by doing the responsible thing instead of following the course of least resistance.
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Gosh I am sooo tired. I’ve been awake since 5am, its now 10pm and I’m probably babysitting until 3am. I hope I’m getting paid for this, it was so last minute we didn’t discuss pay.
Not much has been going on. Just working, which was really stressful this week. Though, I think my worst child is leaving, so we’ll see on Monday. It is a shame that one child can ruin a class.
Oh on Tuesday? A lady came in to observe. The director always picks my room because (cough cough) I’m the best teacher and my room is extremely clean, haha. The lady was soo weird and of course my children were being bad!
After work I drank an entire bottle of wine 
that’s how bad it was.
Today we had a workshop. Mr.Al! I like Mr.Al. Google him if you have kids, he is awesome.
We went to Chilis for lunch, I got in an argument with one of the ladies from work. I’m just so over everyone there and their drama. Everyone is like in their 30s, 40s and there is drama you see in high school.
That’s what I get for working in daycare I guess.
Well I need to put the older girls to sleep. I will probably blog tomorrow.
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Click on the pictures to go to my Flickr to see the notes!
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My amazing new computer and of course, my Lost wallpaper! Just a few more weeks until the last season 
Also, we got our graphics card and I played The Sims 3 for a bit to test it out, AWESOME. /geek.
I’m feeling a lot better, but now the back of my mouth is extremely sore and I’m thinking my wisdom teeth are coming in. It hurts to even open my mouth Who knows.The pain seems to be going down a little bit though.
Well, I just thought I would update real quick. I’ve had a rough week and I’m ready for it to be over! Payday tomorrow at least!
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I’m so sick.
I haven’t felt 100% in a few weeks and this past week it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I’ve been drinking theraflu like no other, but it doesn’t seem to be working!
I have to be at work in an hour and a half. I’ve been up for about 2 hours now. I fell asleep a little before 9pm last night. Haha. Didn’t even want to stay awake and play on our NEW COMPUTER!
Yes, yes, we finally got one. With the help of J’s family, of course. We can’t do much without them, lol. I’m really excited because the computer itself was $400 and the specs are awesome, minus the video card, but we’re getting a new one next week. Spent $140 on the monitor. Everything is so nice and it runs sooooo fast. I played Pet Society last night and visiting all of my friends, which on my laptop would of taken 30 minutes, only took me about 5! So, yes, I’m sooooooo excited.
It has Windows 7, which I’m thankful for. It has a ton of cool features. It’s going to take me a few days to get used to. I love having a regular keyboard. I definitely missed it.
If one of my coworkers didn’t have off today, I would of called in I need a day of rest. It’s impossible to get better working at a daycare, haha. I wash my hands 100 times a day, sanitize everything several times a day, but it doesn’t help. Getting sick is inevitable. Luckily though, I haven’t been this sick in a long time and I’m sure I’ll feel better by Monday.
Tomorrow I have a little class for work. It’s all about Dr. Seuss, so at least it wont be boring!
Well, I’m off to get ready for work and play around on the computer some more! <3
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Hiii.
I’ve been getting a lot of comments lately, it’s kind of awesome. Where are you guys coming from?
Jeremy’s computer is officially no longer working, so no more Sims 3 and TF2 I guess now I’ll actually be forced to do school work on the weekends, haha. It’s a good thing though. He’s buying a new one when he gets his financial aid. Most likely a desktop too, which is really going to allow us to play more games!
Do any of you play Pet Society on facebook? I need some more friends for it 
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First of all, if I actually could get Pacquiao vs. Mayweather tickets, Jeremy and I would be there in 2.5 seconds. Not only is this going to be the best fight this year, it might be the best fight this decade. It is going to be awesomeeeeee. Pacquiao is going to win (but do not hold me to that) he is a better fighter, more accurate AND he is Filipino, haha. Just kidding, but no, really. Jeremy and I both love him. March can not come soon enough. If only I had $25,000 to throw around!
Hope everyone has a lovely weekend, I’m going to stay inside, because it is way too cold in Florida right now. I might even actually do school work!
<3
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